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Licence

Many police officers see many instances of children living in horrible conditions during our duties. Living with incompetent parents who often don’t want the children or the knowledge and common sense to raise them. There is no training, no requirements to be a parent. Most people have good upbringings with parents who were responsible adults. Others, however, have no qualifications other than the have the necessary equipment to create a life. The beauty and joy of the birth of the child to parents such as these is swallowed up in a mire of desparation and ignorance. Poverty adds to this making the chance to lead a normal life a hard struggle for each child.

Poverty compounds the problem but it is not the problem. Parenting requires a certain skill set. A parent must be a protector, a teacher, a provider and a Mom and a Dad who love them. Children deserve the best that we can give them. We don’t have to be perfect. Everyone is broken in some way but a child’s life depends on parents who are willing to take on this challenge.

The preceding poem is one I wrote a few years ago along these lines. It is about my early days in the province of Newfoundland and Labrador. This poem contains profanity and some harsh descriptions for any readers who might be affected by such things.

The baby drowned in a slop bucket

The older cop stopped for a minute

A slop bucket!

Not all the houses had septic tanks

Or sewage hookups in the

Early seventies

Often you would see or rather

Smell these buckets when

You entered the houses

He continued

There the little fellow was

Headfirst in a pile of his

Family’s shit

Naked except for the

Worn diaper

His rattle on the floor near

The bottom of the bucket

Pulled him outa there and

Had to hold him over the

Bucket for a bit to let the

Chunks of crap slide off

The smell, Oh Jesus,

Just horrible

Put the little fellow in the

Body bag, God what a

Shame for a little angel

To die this way

Where were the parents

You know, like what were

They doing?

Father said he was in

The shed getting some

Wood, probably smoking

A joint, but he had his alibi

The mother wasn’t feeling well so

She was lying down

Hung over most likely

Judging by the empty beer

Bottles in the kitchen

Pausing for a second as

His fist crashed on the dash and

Through his teeth he hissed

Some people shouldn’t have kids!

The pathologist confirmed the

Cause of death was drowning

Drowning alright,

Nose and throat choked by

The family turds, fuck

That was four years ago and

I still think of that

The parents, oh they

Got right back at it

Couldn’t miss out on the

The cheques, could they now

Had four more, a twin of boys

And two girls

Surprisingly, those kids are still alive,

Out wandering around the yard and

The street by themselves while

Mom and Dad sip their beers

At the kitchen table

No child deserves to live like that

You need a license to drive a car but

Nothing to have a delicate little child

The young cop nodded

Wondering what burdens would

Be his to bear

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Still Life

Six years ago today (July 28, 2020) my Dad passed away. He was 93 years of age. He was an RCMP officer for 34 years reaching the rank of Staff Sergeant. He served in communities in Prince Edward Island, New Brunswick, and Nova Scotia where he retired. I knew him as a quiet man who rarely spoke of his work. In 2017 when he visited my wife and me in Newfoundland I decided to interview him about his life. I made recordings and took many notes of his life growing up in Hebbville, Nova Scotia and of his life as a police officer. This is one of the stories I wrote some time after that. It is my tribute to him. He wasn’t perfect but he was my father.

My Dad, Bryce Andrew Hebb, Regimental Number 15906, joined the RCMP on September 19,1949 at the age of twenty-two. At the time of his engagement the rate of pay was listed as $3.75 per day for the entry-level third-class constable. It would rise over the next three years to a staggering $4.50 per day. He was posted to Prince Edward Island in 1950 after he completed training. One of the conditions of his engagement was that he be unmarried. 

This document further clarified he needed permission to marry and that would not be granted unless he had completed five years of service and was at least twenty-six years of age. It was for this reason, that my Dad left the RCMP in 1953 to marry my mother. He would later rejoin in 1955 and would serve until he retired in 1987. The following story is one that he told me about during a lengthy conversation we had when he visited me in February of 2017. 

Possession and production of alcohol was illegal in Canada between 1918 and 1920. It was banned beyond that period, but most provinces removed the bans during the 1920’s. However, Prince Edward Island retained the ban until 1948. The ban did not stop drinking or the demand for alcohol, and the moonshiners stepped forward to fill that demand. This story starts in February of 1951.

The sun was cracking the horizon now, a brilliant red. The stinging in his left ear was gone. It just felt numb now. Bryce Hebb pulled the buffalo hides up around his neck as he looked at Pete Jay, who was sleeping in their makeshift lean to. He too was covered with a buffalo hide. A snort echoed briefly from Peter’s gaping mouth, and he smacked his lips together. They had been sitting in the woods watching a still they had found three days ago in the woods just outside Marshfield, Prince Edward Island. Waiting for the owner to show up. 

Peter and Bryce were RCMP members who were assigned to the liquor squad at the detachment in Charlottetown. Peter was the corporal in charge of the unit and Bryce was the junior constable. They enforced the Excise Act in the province. They were constantly collecting information and conducting searches for illegal stills involved in the manufacture of alcohol. Offenders stood to have property that was used in the commission of the offence seized, receive a fine, a jail sentence or both upon conviction. Peter was from Mount Stewart, and he knew a lot of people around the province. Dad said it seemed like Peter knew everybody. Bryce liked the work, especially in the summer. He and Peter would raid a place reported to have a still, and when they finished, they would go fishing for the rest of the day. Winter was not so comfortable. 

They worked out of the Charlottetown detachment which was on Prince Street. It was a three-story building that used to belong to the Boy Scouts of Canada before being taken over by the RCMP. It also served as the headquarters for the RCMP in the province. Bryce worked on the third floor which was a bit disconcerting when it came to the fire escape measures. Fire regulations were almost non-existent in those days. There were no escape stairs and if a fire did occur in that building, there was a large rope secured to the wall which would be thrown out the window. The occupants of the building would then lower themselves to the ground on the rope. A fire did not occur during my Dad’s time at this detachment, and he was thankful for that. 

Peter stirred and looked around. “See anything.” 

“Nothing.”  Dad said. The early morning brought cool winds, and he shivered despite being wrapped in the heavy buffalo hides. 

“Well, I guess they must have caught on to us.”  Peter threw off the buffalo hide and stood up. “I guess we’ll bust up that old still and go home.”

They stopped across the heavy snow to the road walking the few hundred feet to the stand of trees where the still sat idly, hidden from view. They made short work of smashing the equipment and a few minutes later they were walking out to where they had stashed the unmarked police car. They had not walked far when they met a man walking in the road. Peter knew he was the owner of the still. They arrested the man and he confessed to owning it. The man later went to court and a conviction was registered. I am not certain what sentence the man received as my father was not clear on that, but it was most likely a fine. It turned out that this man, who they had sat in the cold for three days waiting for, lived next to the girl Dad was dating at the time, my mother. 

My father had frozen his ear during this surveillance resulting in an ear infection. He went to the hospital to have it looked at and the doctor found a hole in his ear drum. He suffered from hearing loss later in his life due to this injury. I am sure the hearing loss caused him some problems in his old age, but he was never one to complain about anything. I think he may have secretly enjoyed his lack of hearing on occasion, when he encountered those gabby people who blather on about nothing. 

I am glad I took the time in 2017 to talk with my father about his past. It seemed before that I never had time or interest, to sit down and talk with him about his life. It did not seem like it was important then and even after that conversation I did not realize its significance until he died in the summer of 2020. It was then it struck me that when we come into this world, we are a fresh canvas; each of our lives a work of art and we are the creators of that art. Yet, art is nothing, unless it has someone to appreciate it. 

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The Last Shift

It has been a heartbreaking week for those in police services as two police officers in Ontario lost their lives in the line of duty. Cst.Tarun Bali was struck by a stolen vehicle driven by an 18 year old man who had escaped from the hospital where he was being assessed under the Mental Health Act. Cst. Bali was seriously injured and later died at the hospital. He had two and a half years service and was posted with the James Bay detachment of the Ontario Provincial Police. Cst. Marc Pinizzotto, an 18 year veteran with the Toronto Police Service was shot and killed by a nineteen year old man during a raid on an apartment building tied to an investigation into recent shooting at the American consulate.

My nephew, Cst. Devon Northrup and his partner, Cst. Morgan Russell of the South Simcoe Police Force were shot and killed while attending a family disturbance in Innisfil, Ontario on 11 October 2022. The suspect, twenty-two year old, Chris Doncaster, then shot and killed himself. Devon’s parents, my sister, Heather and her husband, Ron and their family were deeply affected by his death.

These officers paid the ultimate sacrifice in the execution of their duty. Their bravery will always be remembered but it will be forever mixed with sorrow. The following is a poem I wrote after Devon’s death. It is a tribute to him and to all those in uniform who work everyday to keep this country safe for us.

The Last Shift

He stood strong and tall

Checking his uniform

In the mirror

A photo of his uniformed parents

Watched as he brushed

A speck of lint

From his pants

Satisfied he started for

The door then pausing

He turned and walked

To the kitchen table

Where his partner sat

Drinking coffee

He kissed her and

Flashed her that big smile

That smile that said

‘I’m happy.  Life is good.’

Then closing the door

He left

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A Private Moment

When I was a boy of maybe eight or nine years old in the early sixties, my father took me out in the police car.  This was when we were living in Sussex, New Brunswick and while many of my young memories have slipped away, this one stayed.  It was just me and my Dad which didn’t happen that often when you had three other siblings so it was special to me.

A Private Moment

When I was a small boy

I rode with my father in

A police car and listened to

Him as he rhymed off the

Names of the cars we saw

That’s a 59 Ford Fairlane, there’s

A 57 Chev, a 54 Dodge wagon and

Look a brand-new T-bird

I didn’t know any of those names but

I knew a few birds like robins and sparrows

Though I never heard of a T-bird

He was in uniform when he

Took me on that ride

A thrill for me because

Cops were the good guys

And my Dad was one

It was a moment between

Father and son, privately shared

I grew older, a teenager, when

Having a cop for a Dad, was not cool

I could not deny he was a cop, but I denied

I was like him; I would not tell on my friends

They included me in their drinking

And a few other unsavory things

Things I shall not mention here

Cops were pigs, that is what they

Said and I let it go just to

Gain the trust of those people

People I don’t even remember now

I regret that, because he wasn’t

Just a cop, he was my father

I was never like him but

When I became a cop

It was then I understood

How much we were the same

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